| honestly, i have no idea what you're saying. all i'm interested in is petroleum. |
[Mar. 16th, 2005|11:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  content...? | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the shins- kissing the lipless | ] |
in case anyone hasn't noticed, i've abandoned livejournal. i seem to only want to write about things for my eyes only.
i haven't been reading anyone else journals barely at all either, so i'm sorry if you missed my comments. which i'm sure you haven't.
anyway...the only reason i decided to post something tonight is because i have something to say. something i'm proud of, that i kinda want people to know. it might not seem amazing to any of you, but i sure as hell am happy about it.
TODAY, FOR THE FIRST TIME...I GUESS EVER, I DID EVERY SINGLE THING I WROTE ON MY TO-DO LIST.
so, yeah. yay. |
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| mmm fun |
[Jan. 11th, 2005|12:48 am] |
Choose a band/or artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band:: paul simon
Are you female or male:: the obvious child
Describe yourself:: still crazy after all these years
How do some people feel about you:: loves me like a rock
How do you feel about yourself:: the sound of silence
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend:: 50 ways to leave your lover
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend:: nobody
Describe where you want to be:: satin summer nights
Describe what you want to be:: something so right
Describe how you live:: everything put together falls apart
Describe how you love:: learn how to fall
Share a few words of wisdom:: one man's ceiling is another man's floor |
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| might last a day, yeah...minus forever. |
[Sep. 21st, 2004|10:11 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | void | ] |
although the sound of this womans voice almost always makes me want to yak...she makes some good points with her lyrics.
'when i get what i want, then i'll never want it again'
i dont know how to feel about anything thats going on with me or around me lately. my mind seems to be changing itself or taking vacation half the time.
i dont feel like a real person. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 11th, 2004|03:19 am] |
and you leave on your own
and you go home
and you cry
and you want to die |
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| its one of those "chills" songs |
[Sep. 5th, 2004|06:31 pm] |
i've exposed your lies, baby
the underneath is no big surprise
now it's time for changing
and cleansing everything
to forget your love |
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| oh no, you didnt. |
[Aug. 30th, 2004|08:59 pm] |
well, everyone thought the way to go, apparently, was to write an entry about nicoles birthday.
how dare you try to outdo me.
twenty years ago, this very day, a one of a kind, amazingly talented and intelligent girl was born. her name is nicole. everyone should get down on their knees and pay homage to the great one. throw her a party, get her drunk and stoned, give her all yer attention...and shower her with compliments. because she totally deserves it.
(by the way nic, i call you up about 8:30 tonight so i could sing you stevie wonder but i got the machine, so hopefully yer out having the time of yer life... so here, pretend i'm singing to you...)
"i just called
to say
i love you.
i just called
to say how much i care.
i just called
to say
i love you.
and i meant it from
the bottom of
my heart"
happy birthday, butthead. |
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| i'm coming waltzing back and moving into your head |
[Aug. 27th, 2004|03:36 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | dmb - #41 | ] |
so, i somehow grew the balls to go into the basement all alone at 2am to do some more work on the table so i'd only have maybe 20 minutes of work in the morning and then be EFFING DONE. but i needed something to kill the silence that also wouldnt wake the other 7 people in my house tonight. so i got my discman and some pumpkins, covered the open window with the tarp, and got crackin on the table. but after about 10 minutes, my discman somehow found its way into the goopy water bowl i was using to wet the sponge. ouch. so that is most likely dead, but right now in critical condition drying out on my bedroom floor. i still needed to do more so i grabbed my laptop and did my best to not fuck that up. success.
i have so much to do tomorrow i think i might implode. but now i think i might be able to pull it off.
if my friends dont come to visit me this year, i may get homicidal. just a side note. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 19th, 2004|04:28 pm] |
wow. jim needs to come back already. and molly too.
it seems like EVERYONE is on vacation. even mike kinney. |
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| scraping away at my mind |
[Aug. 10th, 2004|11:47 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  apathetic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | muse- citizen erased | ] |
kill bill vol 2 is coming out today. i'm excited about that. i was also excited that nic and jim didnt mind just renting movies last night and when i finished downloading 'origin of symmetry'. i'm really obsessed with avoiding reality, i decided. if i can lose myself in the faux adventures of interesting characters or be so in love with a song that i feel like i'm not real for the few minutes it plays, then i am content. no worries, ya know? and this whole summer has been full of only the worst of realities and i really just chose to ignore them at this point.
can't wait to start my coffee table, mmmm. |
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| someones screaming like their world might explode |
[Aug. 9th, 2004|02:39 am] |
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| |  exhausted | ] |
its all filler. well, mostly. like that shit in the hotdogs that they dont have to tell you about that just kinda takes up space. or the fluff everyone and their brother puts on their resumes.
damn filler. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 20th, 2004|03:09 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cranky | ] |
yeah, so i lost my entire hardrive. and my laptop still isnt working at all yet. i'm playing on my daddy's right now but i really just want to go to bed.
i just wanted to bitch.
go figure. |
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| if yer gonna spew, spew into this... |
[Jul. 17th, 2004|05:54 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | pissed off | ] |
"kim! i gotta tell you about this amazing guy i met! we have everything in common."
"ooh kim, i've only known him for a few days and he made me this and holds my hand and blah blah blah."
"kim! i think my boyfriend was gonna ask me to marry him this morning!"
"oh kim, i love her so much (even tho she's not interesting at all and is really stupid and mean.)"
fuckin, go away. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 6th, 2004|11:15 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  spiteful | ] |
nothing is ever enough.
i have nothing to say and nothing to feel anymore...except for what i'm saying now and the feeling that my tonsils are covered in nasty white shit which is keeping me from working and in turn, from getting money.
money is really becoming like lucifer to me. i need it for so many things, to keep myself stimulated. to get those stupid little things i want. i think what i really need more is time. time for myself. time that i'm not going to spend laying around feeling like shit watching movies and forcing my brain to stop working so i dont have to consider how pathetic i am.
now i dont even feel like finishing this entry because colin is bombarding me with conversation about how much in love he is with erica.
fuckin...gag me. |
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| started my rock n roll fantasy |
[Jun. 28th, 2004|01:49 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sleepy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | jimmy eat world - praise chorus...shush. | ] |
i think ive turned into a survey junkie.
thirteen random things you like:
1. bagels
2. flip flops
3. brown clothes
4. lightning
5. my dog
6. black holes...well, i wouldnt like to get sucked into a blackhole, but pictures of them are pretty. yeah.
7. deflowering marijuana-virgins
8. surrealism
9. dark haired, indie musician boys
10. cutting every class of the day to sleep in and watch things like roseanne and growing pains on the abc family channel
11. pot
12. indie movies
13. i think molly said roller coasters...i really like them a whole lot, too.
twelve movies
1. dazed and confused
2. requiem for a dream
3. stand by me
4. the sandlot
5. mad love
6. boys on the side
7. edward scissor hands
8. waking life
9. shawshank redemption
10. the princess bride-> oh! molly! i didnt think anyone else liked that movie!
11. donnie darko
12. welcome to the dollhouse
eleven good bands
1. radiohead
2. bright eyes...but ofcourse
3. keller williams...the onemanband
4. blind melon
5. ani...
6. the cure
7. ben folds five
8. the smiths
9. dave...before he was targeting all the football players and their bitches.
10. led zeppelin
11. paul simon
ten things about you
1. i am losing my soul.
2. i am boyfriend repellent.
3. i dont make enough money for the shit i want and need.
4. i am a very lucky person in some aspects.
5. i fear that i will never get a decent job after college and grow old alone and talk to my dog.
6. i really like nick-at-nite.
7. nicole is the only one who thinks im funny...but i really wish i was just a generally funny person.
8. i'm not prejudice, but i'm really heated about immigrants taking away any chance i have of ever receiving the social security i deserve.
9. theres a lot of things i'd like to change about my life that i'm just to lazy to get around to.
10. somethings definitely missing...
nine animals
1. MY dog
2. giaraffes..good call, molly.
3. monkeys...like the one in that thora birch movie.
4. ferrets.
5. white siberian tigers.
6. bear cubs who wouldnt try to hurt me.
7. pandas.
8. penguins.
9. holy shit, did i fail to tell anyone about the crazy racoon that almost gave me and alia berry rabies the other night? fuckin racoons.
eight favorite foods/drinks
1. bagels
2. tacos
3. pierogies
4. chheeesse
5. oj
6. cherry coke
7. munchos
8. twix
damn i like a lot of junk.
seven things you scoff at daily
1. my boring life
2. my jiggly arms
3. my stupid boss ron
4. stupid things i hear strangers say
5. the fact that i have to get up and go to work
6. my gas tank
7. um..
six things that turn you on
1. green/really dark brown eyes
2. dark, messy hair
3. pianos
4. dry humor
5. honesty
6. this is kind of depressing.
five things you wish you could touch
1. yeah, conor oberst would be nice. i agree with molly on many of these terms.
2. johnny depp
3. 50 million dollars
4. a life supply of cheeba
5. my soulmates hand
four shows you watch
1. holy roseanne
2. family guy...on dvd
3. wings...good ol nick-at-nite
4. south park...on dvd
three celebrities you have a 'crush' on
1. johnny depp
2. hayden christensen
3. for the most part, i prefer real people...well, you know what i mean
two body parts you like
1. eyes
2. tummies...except for mine
one favorite expression/emotion
1. "i _______ like its my job." / giddy |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 26th, 2004|12:20 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  indescribable | ] |
| [ | music |
| | ahh, the lovely sound of a cutco training session. | ] |
sometimes, i really surprise myself. but it could have been a mess, and it wasnt.
i'm at work right now trying to not type loudly and have my boss come in here and see me doing nothing. but theres nothing to do. i did it all by like 11. then i cleaned and vacuumed my office. and now i'm bored. i didnt even want to come here today. i got home at like 5am and woke up at 9 with a massive hangover. i'm really proud of myself though. this is the longest i've ever gone at any job without calling out or even being more than a minute late. GO me. i could totally be laying around laying in the sun, but i need money.
you're a slave to money.
and then, you die. |
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[Jun. 21st, 2004|03:19 am] |
well, jimmy likes korn.
and i dont care. |
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| i can consciously fill out surveys in my sleep. woo fucking hoo. |
[Jun. 14th, 2004|04:41 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | exhausted | ] |
Firsts
First job: babysitting my cousins / petruccis.
First screen name: i honestly have no idea.
First funeral: my great grandmother as well, she was actually kind of an unpleasant person but it drove my crazy and got me all worked up and damaged.
First pet: tiffany and peaches. two adorable little mutts.
First piercing/tattoo: my first holes in my ears at arouund 4 years old.
First credit card: just this january. i'm glad i found out that I HAVE TO PAY for it now. perfect timing...
First kiss: eek. ryan regan. it was actually not made for the memories.
First enemy: this girl in first grade who thought she could fuck with me, but we just used to end up slapping eachother around at recess for a while.
First favorite musician: i had a big thing for sublime by the time i was atleast 8 or 9, considering i spent a big part of my childhood wanting to be like my big brother.
Lasts
Last car ride: 10 minutes ago..i brought nikki home.
Last kiss: john bonia, almost two months ago. i really need that again.
Last movie watched: we started chelsea walls the other night but i'd already seen it and i was wicked tired so i passed out.
Last beverage drank: i'm chugging water right now as to avoid a hangover in the morning, which could lead to me being late to work.
Last food consumed: a poppy seed bagel with spray butter. mmm.
Last phone call: bub...weird.
Last time showered: tonight, tonight.
Last CD played: my random question mark mix.
Last website visited: 1001 free fonts.
Now
Single or Taken: thats almost like looking me straight in the face and asking me if i was white or black...
Sex: estrogen packed young woah-man.
Birthday: 5.8.85
Sign: taurus...
Hair color: copper?
Eye color: blue/yellow->green.
Shoe size: 7.5
Height: 5'1
Right now what are you...
Wearing: my blue ycp sweats and my woodshop101 dazed and confused tshirt.
Drinking: h-two-oh.
Thinking about: the fact that i have to work in 4 hours and my mom just woke up for work. oops.
Listening to: the dog scratch her ear.
Favorite......?
Soft drink: duh. cherry coke.
Movie: no. i cant answer this question...anymore.
Sexual position: the one where i'm actually getting laid.
National Band: ...void?
Local Band: chinese fire dril
Website: 1001 free fonts.
Food: bagels/ tacos/ cheeeeese.
Fictional Character: dean moriarty.
Candy: twix.
Vacation spot: california.
Porno movie: void, as well.
Club/Bar: i might like gabrielles i believe if i were old enough to get in and i had the chance to kick out anyone i pleased when i arrived.
Musical instrument: the piano. oh...baby.
CD: pablo honey, the bends, hail to the theif, fevers and mirrors, under the table and dreaming, revolver...and the list goes on.
Movie actor/actress: ehh... i dunno.
Car: acura rsx/ 97 honda civic ex
Sneaker: puma californias or the pumas like my gray ones.
Curse word: fuck/cunt.
Word for your private parts: my no-no place.
Season: spring.
Time of day: 7ish pm.
Holiday: halloween is the ultimate dress up holiday.
Color: forest green/burgendy/ midnight blue/ BROWN
Cologne/Perfume: i should consider that, with my showering record and all.
Magazine: SPIN
Book: the giver, on the road
Animal: my AWESOME dog kody, i love her as if she was my little sister.
Artist: salvador dali and mc escher. and jerry uulesmann and david carson. and my viscom teacher, ophelia. and the dudes who the the red and black figured pottery a long time ago.
Part of your body: my hands...i think i should be a hand model.
Part of your lovers body: simon and aiden have the perfect faces. too bad theyre not real.
What program: photoshop/quark.
Hiding spot: in my console in my car or in the marsupial-type pockets on the back of my front seats.
Place to go and just think: whenever (whereever) i'm not talking.
Breakfast cereal: cinnamon toast crunch/ honet nut cheerios
Relative: my parents.
Smell: boy.
Drug: mmm...marijuana.
Fruit: red seedless grapes, strawberries and bananas...in that order. |
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| hand it over |
[Jun. 8th, 2004|09:00 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  awake | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the smiths - shoplifters of the world unite | ] |
i hate when i wake up and convince myself that i need to do something at a completely different time than i really do...or i just wake up knowing exactly what time is and exactly what time i need to do something...but still not add the two together correctly cuz i'm just so damn tired and so damn concerned with the fact that i need to wake up at all. grr.
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